Acceptance

For the past I maybe restless and unaware of the things for which I enjoyed so much. My heart beats faster and came to the point that I wanted to go beyond and experiment some things without thinking which it may inflict to my personality. Hard bounces of balls to my head, if i will stooped down or not. Making decisions is not like a game to finish for five minutes but to deal it seriously and accepts the consequences. Board collapses in front of me for just to wake me up in a dream to face the reality.

One thing just crossed my mind, I have to accept all the things for what I have right now and be able to give the love all out for the person I've exchange vows with. Be supportive and prayed for the relationship to run smoothly. Just focus for the re-runs of life that will be beneficial to the family. Just accept wholeheartedly the facts and it won't lead you in the wrong path. It will serves as strengths and inspirations that life is just like that no matter how difficult the trials that may come it will resolve with ease and with peace of mind.

Once you've learned to "Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart. - Marcus Aelius Aurelius".

Friends Re-unite Once Again

picture taken at Flavor's of China

Last January 15, 2009, me and my college friends were able to met once again. Sharing some experiences and struggles that we've been through for the past few years. Tears of joy and happiness were filled in the air.

Catching up with one another is one of the great fulfillment we've felt during that time. The saddest part is few of our friends we're not able to show up 'cause they we're engaged to some commitments.

We just ate in the restaurant then have a coffee and sipped some red wine in the house of our dear friend. Having fun with them is one of a kind experience. I'll treasure my friends until the end.. They are one of the gems I've had for all my life....

And still I'm hoping that there is an another reunion again...

Dumbness to Goodness???

I maybe dumb sometimes but I just let go what I feel. Keep hiding myself to all be contented for what I have right now. Happy but not that so far, cause there are some things unsettled. I will let those things free from now just to have peace of mind. Prolonging the situation made me sick and bothered me all the time. This Christmas made me ponder some thoughts that actually struck me, I will try to be a good wife and a mother to my son.

Though there are thongs I've done which is against for my family's will for this year, I'll try to make a change for the coming year to be a better individual. Hope to turned out the things all right for the sake of my family. Sacrifice all the things I've loved and wanted for a long tie and be ready to accept what lies ahead for the happiness of my family.

Yuletide Season

This lantern was made by my Mom from scrap materials.

This Christmas my family celebrated with our loved ones... Though some of my folks and my husband were not here in the country. We just simply went for a mass and visited my in-laws. Just having a small talks can eased some of my longings. When we're at home, I just opened up my computer and have chit chats to my folks and husband.....