Saturday, January 31, 2009

In Memory of my Uncle

In behalf of my family, I want to take God for giving us a very supportive Uncle though he past away last January 19, 2009, around 4 A.M. in the morning. He was the youngest brother of my father. He was a kind-hearted and a very approachable guy. Most of the youngsters here in our place knew him so well. He was a kind of a man, you will not able to resist cause he loves my son so much... He played with my son if he has nothing to do at his house or after his visits to my Uncles house.... Then, a news struck us last October, 2008 when we discovered he is suffering from a cancer... His symptoms can't detect his illness. Because he was attack by a severe headache, that was the rarest thing and difficult to explain. It's very hard and painful to see that my Uncle every time I visited him he's holding his tears and controlling his self for not bursting to cry.

I remember him so well when I was a kid, he used to be all out and very vocal for his likes and dislikes. Indeed, he is also a charming guy with a pretty girls all around him but he chose to be single. I've learned a lot from him, my cousins as well. He is like an older brother to us cause he used to played and advise us with brilliant ideas. Have fun and be with us whenever, wherever and whatever we want to do if we we're not in school.

Though the time has come and now he is with our Father Almighty together with my father, GrandMa and GrandPa... hope he may find his peace with them and able to relax for he was suffered by his illness for 3 months... We will let you go and freed you from our hearts...

"We love you so much Uncle.... We will surely missed you and even my son he's still looking up to you.. you'll take care!."

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Fire Flies


I may not be perfect in your eyes

I'm trying be the one before I dies

Capturing the moment before I lies

Your passion makes me rolls the dice

Your love seemed to be cold as ice

The fire started to heat as time flies


Bewildered posts heals the flames of fires


No one will dare to shout their cries


Tingling moments began to arise

As music starts to jive

Blending of dances hits the fires

The love that carried by a fire flies!


Monday, January 26, 2009

A Love for a Lifetime


As I lay my hand before you

You left and ignore me at once

Trembling in pain subsides in me

To much pain to bear inside

Crumbling for truth and love

Strength of aloneness

Gives me a shiver

Coldness of wildest dream

Persistent of annoyance

Delayed my existence

Waiting for you forever

An everlasting endearment

For a lifetime


Saturday, January 24, 2009

Youth's Dream



Once upon I had a dreamed

A dreamed of youth to be loved

To be loved by a noble man

A noble man worths for his actions

His actions for being independent

Being independent with a timeless flaws

Timeless flaws for his serenity

His serenity for an everlasting love

An everlasting love for once youth's dream

Youth's dream for sanctified eternity

An eternity to be just destiny.....

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Acceptance

For the past I maybe restless and unaware of the things for which I enjoyed so much. My heart beats faster and came to the point that I wanted to go beyond and experiment some things without thinking which it may inflict to my personality. Hard bounces of balls to my head, if i will stooped down or not. Making decisions is not like a game to finish for five minutes but to deal it seriously and accepts the consequences. Board collapses in front of me for just to wake me up in a dream to face the reality.

One thing just crossed my mind, I have to accept all the things for what I have right now and be able to give the love all out for the person I've exchange vows with. Be supportive and prayed for the relationship to run smoothly. Just focus for the re-runs of life that will be beneficial to the family. Just accept wholeheartedly the facts and it won't lead you in the wrong path. It will serves as strengths and inspirations that life is just like that no matter how difficult the trials that may come it will resolve with ease and with peace of mind.

Once you've learned to "Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart. - Marcus Aelius Aurelius".

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Friends Re-unite Once Again

picture taken at Flavor's of China


Last January 15, 2009, me and my college friends were able to met once again. Sharing some experiences and struggles that we've been through for the past few years. Tears of joy and happiness were filled in the air.


Catching up with one another is one of the great fulfillment we've felt during that time. The saddest part is few of our friends we're not able to show up 'cause they we're engaged to some commitments.


We just ate in the restaurant then have a coffee and sipped some red wine in the house of our dear friend. Having fun with them is one of a kind experience. I'll treasure my friends until the end.. They are one of the gems I've had for all my life....

And still I'm hoping that there is an another reunion again...